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THERE WILL NEVER BE
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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another party like this.
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Friday, December 11, 2009 11:52 AM
Hellooo Dead Blog Of Mine . Well , i don't know there's people even still reading my blog . Hahs , should be dead . Yeahs .
 Anyway , just to let you know , if anyone is reading this post at all . I'll not be Singapore from 12 - 19 Dec . I'll be in Jogja , yeahh . With my some of my dsp babes&dudes . Will be leaving later . Haha , this will be my last post until next week . Aiyaa , so sad . Don't feel like going seyh .
I didn't even get to meet B ):Already one week i haven't seen him .Now i'm going away for another week .Mampos ! 2 weeks never meet my bby .Can die seyh . Urgh ! Nvm , sabar je Zyraa .Later when school reopens , can meet bby everyday !hehe , k best :D Anyway , this 15Dec09 will be our 2month together . I love you bby . Sumpah , i tak bedek . Hehe , i sayang uu ! Sorrie i won't be here on that day . Just wishing in advanced . Just remember that i'll always love you , no matter waht . I'm serious , baby . Muhammad Nazif Ismail , I LOVE YOU like no other . Thanks for always being there for me . Takecare bby .
 Btw , HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAY IZZ ! to my favourite cousin , i wish you a happie belated bday ! Sorii i missed it . WooHoo , 16 aites ? hahha , hope you have a wonderful life ahead . You know i love ya ! :D
 So Long SINGAPORE . Will miss all my friends so so much ! Especially will be missing Naziff . iLoveYou , bby (: To my friends out there , you know i love you loads . Taking Care , Adios ! :D
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 8:40 AM
NEW BLOGSKIN !
pandai pandai laa korang . wanna find your way through my blog . HE HE HE :D
If only the orange box can work , it will be nicer . Haiyaa . Now like incomplete . & i don't know why the orange box ain't working .
See ya !
Thursday, December 3, 2009 10:54 AM
Heyy ! Sorii never update for a looong time (: Hehe , okayy . My blog is freakin' dead . Haha !
 I LOVE DSP . he he he . No doubt about that (: The picture below was taken at Royal Scotts Plaza Hotel . We had our performance there . Look at it , the people infront stand out . Sorii kompang boys . HE HE .  It gets even better . Naziff pon masok ! haha , including Fariz , Akkir & Khairul ! huhu , they just joined DSP . Hope they love being in DSP , like all of us do .
 B , i love you seyh . Serious , i tak bedek . huhu , kita berjanji sehidup semati . Hurm , our 2nd monthsarry is coming . 151209 . but i'll be away at Jogjakarta . Sorii b , we can't celebrate again . I'll miss you soo much ):
 To everyone , i'll be away from 121209 - 191209 . FYI je . haha . Miss me kayy ? huhu ;p Wow , one whole week . I'll be in Jogja with some of my fellow DSPians . Will be going there for dance training with exam at the end of it . Haishh , intensive training babe . Wish me luck ! hehe . I won't be using com for that time . So , i'll be missing all of you !
Sunday, November 22, 2009 8:15 PM
That's my little sis behind . Huhu . & yes , i coloured my hair . FYI , i was going for the Japanese/Chinese look , not MINAHREP . Everywhere i go , kena minahrep sia . Sorrie ciket ehhh .
& now i coloured it back to dark brown because ... 1 ) My parents hate it .2 ) I can't meet Naziff's mum [ bad impression ] .3 ) My big sis hates it [ says like minah mane entah ] .4 ) I'm a dancer [ If wear malay costumes , hair must be MALAY-ish ] .5 ) I'm going for the traditional Javanese dance course in Jogjakarta .6 ) I hate being called a MinahRep .7 ) My dad gave me $50 to colour my hair back [ easy money , now that i'm broke ] .8 ) Easy laa . Later i have my leadership things in school during hols . Maybe got some more other reasons , but can't think of any more . It's 12.27pm now . I'm alone at home . Mum & Dad left for Haj this morning . I cried at the airport , seriously . Mum & me have not been talking since i argued with her a few days ago . Then , i apologised to her before she departed . I hugged her tight , didn't wanna let go . Tears automatically streamed down . I love her , dearly .Truthfully , i don't want her to go . For a month sia ! Now already missing her . Waht would i do without her ? But waht to do . Her rezeki . Dapat pergi Haji . Semoga Mama & Abah tunaikan Haji yang akan dimabrurkan . Insyaallah . Ohh yeah , i'm confirmed going to Jogjakarta for my course . 12-19 Dec . Wahlao . So expensive sia . Serious . The flight costs $329 . The dance course is $250 . Altogether $579 ??? Haha , my dad came out $450 for me . & i came out the rest . Sayaang oii my moneyy . Now i'm totally broke . That's why i took up the offer from my dad . He'd give me $50 if i dyed my hair back . So , yeahh . Well , i will be staying in JB with my real family when i don't have anything on in SG . Anything just msg my number , i'll contact you as soon as possible . My brothers went to stay at my aunt's place .
Will be going out later . First thing's first . Buy my guitar string . Huii , haha . Putus luhh . Itatink . Then , wanna meet B ! Sial uhh . Like so loooong never meet seyh . Ish , rinduuuu ! HA HA . Maybe going to my cousin's place to play guitar . Then going to dance prac at night . Huhu , i wanna meet BELLA KATANORIKA . Long time never meet siulx . She's my bestf since primary school . Love her loads ! Sumpah , tak bedek (:B , i love you . Missing you !
Friday, November 20, 2009 11:57 PM
Stayed home the whole day yesterday . But i forgot to blog . HA HA .Anyway , thursday went to B's house for kenduri arwah .I was the only girl-friend there . So , alone laa . haha , scary seyh .The other girls didn't come , for wahtever reasons . Called so many girls but none couldn't make it .Anyway , i went there pakai tudung seyh . Naziff & his eldest brother's gf told me to wear tudung permanently .Mampos . HAHA . They say lagik lawaa . Idk ?I wanna wear . But not now laa . Maybe next year ? or the next ? HA HA , okayy .Today , didn't go for undangan . Thought of going out with Mama .Then end up gaduh alrd pagi2 psl my hair .So staying home , until later . Going to get my guitar back from Que .Then go Bedok CC for DSP training .Tomorrow got undangan again . I'll be going tmr .Tarian Dewi (:Mum & Dad going Haji this Monday .Should i be happie or sad ?Truthfully , i'm sad . Really , tak bedek .Idk why . But kalau boleyh tanak dorang pergi .But rezeki dorang laa dapat pergi .I'll be stuck in JB . Not sure going Jogjakarta for my tarian course in Dec .Hope i can go . Tag replies : ~
passerby: no offence,but u dont really seem sincere abt ur bf's bro's passing. to passerby ; wth ? ohh , okayy . aku nyer psl uh aku nak 'sound sincere' ke takk ? Anw , i know my bf always view my blog . So , i don't want him to hurt himself everytime he views . Just don't want him to be thinking about his late brother a lot . I usually make my posts not so serious pe . Waht's wrong with you ? My blog , my say . Ade paham ? Thanks for tagging (:Bella: Sad to hear about Sakai ): May he rest in peace .to Bella ; yeah . it is very sad . Thanks bella . Love you loads (:B , i love you manyak manyak . I rindu uu seyh ):
Monday, November 16, 2009 11:58 PM
Whoa , i came out a lot of money today .Ha ha , for me a lot uh . Cab money .In the morning , was late for school , took cab .Afternoon , straight after school , took cab home .Then quickly changed from t-shirt & shorts , to long-sleeved shirt & long skirt .From home , took cab to Naziff's place .The whole area was packed with people .From their family & extended family members , to all friends .When i got there , KIMEKKK . Banyak giler orang .HA HA . M A L U :DGot a lot of familiar faces too ,like Nass & Wanii & Iya & Olin & Manto & banyak lagik .Then i met Iraah , Gergerl , Diana , Ezah , Dayah & Yanie .We stayed outside the house .The guys were in the house ; Sembahyang jenazah .I wanted to go in the house to see Sakai ,but none of us brought our selendang . I could see Baby coming in & out of the house , crying .So poor thing my baby . I love him soo much .I cried too , seeing him & his mother so crushed .Sakai's body was brought out of the house & placed downstairs .Everyone there crowded around him , & we prayed for him .I cried , again . I'm gonna miss you , bro .Then Sakai was brought out of there , untuk dikebumikan .We didn't go along . I wanted to , but i had class after that .So , i couldn't . I didn't even got a chance to meet Baby .They went off already . I just watched him .Didn't salam the mother , either . Wth , too many people .Then , went makan with the rest . I didn't eat . Not that hungry . Just had Milo Godzilla !Then , after everything , went home ...by cab .HA HA , thought i was late for my class .Then my teacher never come , until now also . Al-Fatehah kepada Arwahnya ,Muhammad Nazim bin Ismail .[ a.k.a. Sakai ]Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat .Amin .
3:05 AM
I'm in love with you . I don't think i've loved any guy this much .It has been a month now since we are together .During this month , we've never fought , never hated or disliked each other .Even though you've hurt me , & i've hurt you too . But we've passed that .As days go by , i love you more & more . Sumpah i tak bedek .Let us stay together forever k b . Never let us go .Muhammad Naziff bin Ismail , i sayang uu ! ♥ NaZyra ; since 151009 ♥ Yesterday , was me & Naziff's one monthsaryy .I sent him an sms waht i wrote up there at 12.00am on 151109 .He was so touched , he didn't know waht to say when on the phone with me .Awww , cute kan ? Hehe , i love you b . But , the day was really a nightmare for him . We didn't go out together , 'cause i had to go out with my family . He was happily lepak-ing earlier that day . His mum broke the news to him at ECP . His elder brother , Muhd Nazim bin Ismail , aka Sakai , 18 years , was spotted drowning at East Coast after 6pm . He was gonna retrieve a ball that was about 26m away from shore . Before he even got to the ball , he had difficulties . He disappeared after that . The authorities were called up , & they're searching the waters for him until now . Sakai , wherever you are . I really hope you are okayy .Doakan laa nyawanya selamat .Al-Fatehah . This really had a great impact on b . Now , I just got back from ECP . B wanted me to be with him . So , i cancelled all my plans after school just be with him . At first , i was scared to go alone . Then i tried calling Gergerl , Iraah & Diana to come along . After that , met Ikram & Iqbal & Yanie at block panjang . Told them about the incident , & they wanted to tag along . Soon the whole group [tenage peepz] wanted to tag along . HA HA , jiwer . Kawan2 sejati babe .Those who came along , Gergerl , Diana , Iraah , Ezah , Rara , Izhar , Ikram , Iqbal , Farhan , Alep , Khairul , Faris , Akir , Yanie & some others i can't remember .Thank you soo much for coming along , supporting Naziff .I think we did okayy , & Naziff wasn't that upset when we were around . Baby , i know you miss your brother . You have to be strong okayy syg ?I love you so much . Huhu , finally met the mother siaa , soo scary . So poor thing his mother . Very sad to see them . I cried too when Naziff went 'crazy' . He said he saw his brother in the water . Naziff pointed & screamed claiming he saw Sakai . Everyone crowded around him , hugging him & crying with him . He broke down , not kidding . Sumpah , i cried . Such a tragedy . After he cooled down , i knew he was hungry & i treated him to McDonalds .So happy to see him smiling again just now .I knew he was glad that all of us were there for him .Until now , there is still no news . Sakai is still not found .Baby , you take care of yourself .Wahtever it is , i'm here for you . I always will be .I sayang you . Labels: i love you, naziff ; hope sakai is okayy .
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LIVE IT UP
and suck it up dude.
LIVE IT UP
and suck it up dude.
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JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.
JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.
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