Apologies ♥

Okayy , didn't keep to my words .
SORRY !
XD


Will update ...
... soon (:

Don't you call me friend .

Everybody tells me that you're pretty
And I always try to disagree, ohh
To see you with another guy
Would tear me up deep inside
'Cause they don't know you once belonged to me

Chorus:
& I know it would be awkward running into you that way
It was okay 'til you said that word to me
Oh no you didn't just call me friend
Oh no I must be hearing things
You can call me wrong You can call me right
But don't you call me friend tonight
Oh no you didn't just say we're through
Oh no I aint never gettin over you
Tell me that I'm crazy chasing you again
Oh ohh, but don't you call me friend
Don't you call me
Don't you, don't you call me
Don't you call me
Don't you call me friend
Don't you call me
Don't you, don't you call me
Don't you call me
Don't you call me friend

I aint gonna lie
You look so happy
Wish there was something I could still make you feel
Every smile makes me wanna fall apart
Every laugh is like a bullet to my heart
Cuz I'm at the end of the room
Watching every guy coming at you

[Chorus]

A friend don't think about you when (s)he's dreaming
Or every single minute that (s)he's breathing
So why is this so hard to believe
A friend wont do it all to try to please you
A friend can never kiss you when (s)he sees you
& you know I wont so just please don't call me friend !

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This song ;
Haish . When I first heard it , it hit me HARD ! I broke down & cried . It totally resembles waht i've been going through . & it totally tells the story of part of my life . *Bubbles !* You know , i know . I won't elaborate further , sorry . This is too personal . Hmmmm ='(

Heyy People ! It has been a freaking loooong time that i've not updated .
I've got really busy with my life , & found that blogging was just one hell of waste of time , as i don't think anyone reads this . MATI abes !

Anyway , i think i wanna start blogging again . & There are 3 main reasons why ;

1 ) I've been doing really badly for English in school . So , writing at my blog is one way of practicing my language & writing skills , i guess .

2 ) I've been so miserable , a lot . Really . A source tells me that I've been keeping too many thoughts to myself . & suggests that i should let it out (not all) . So , blogging is one of the few ways to express myself (for the whole world to see.urgh =.=) .

3 ) I've realised that there's really nothing much to do on the computer . Besides Facebook,BlackShot,Left4Dead2,Killing Floor & YouTube , there's really nothing much to do for me .

So now you know .
I'm just gonna stop here , until i think of something to write about .
Until then , see ya !

Willow Smith - Whip My Hair Choreography by: Dejan Tubic

<3 In the midst of learning this choreography ! ^^

Screaming but No One's Responding

I really don't know how long i can't take your lies .

- Zyraa

Looong time never update !

Heyy people . I know i haven't updated since forever ? Haha . Now i'm updating because one of my best girlfriends already mengamok with me . So , yeahh . Hahaaaaaaa . She called me a lazy bumb . Boo hoo :(

Haha . Actually been really busy lately . & when there's time pon i would be super lazy to post about anything . Just a few things that have been going on since i last updated .

I turned 16 ! Jyeahhh , like finally (:
Wanna thank all those who wished me a year older , & of course to those who attended my birthday 'party' . It wasn't really a party . Because didn't turned out as planned . There were plenty of food , but the guys that time were monsters ! Everything cleaned up fast . The ones who came late did not even get a chance to have a bite . So sorry guys . But i know Ikkyn enjoyed the party the most . Haha , you know i know :D

I'm DANCING again , well a bit uhh . Haha , will be dancing for the YOG Opening Ceremony this 14 August 2010 . Cool or waaaht ? Hehehe , i'm under the ITE students . Made loads of new friends (dancers) . Loving this experience ! Ohhhh , i think i falling for someone . HEHE , sshhhhh ! Diam2 je laa okayyy ?

I became SINGLE . Yeahhh , unfortunately . NAZYRA is no more , i think . I don't know , exactly . I really love him , I DO . But i know we won't work out later in the future . So i don't wanna hurt him later if he's just gonna get more & more attached to me . It's gonna hurt him so much less now . I'm sincerely sorry , bby :(

Well , if there's no more news , i'll be signing off now . Goodbye , cruel world . & good night (:

Ain't no sunshine ;

Hello again , I wanna blog again because ...

I've just been through one of the most rotten weekends in my life , well so far . I don't really wanna elaborate , because i don't really know why . I think i do . But , nvm . I just feel sooooo crappy & super miserable right now . I really really HATE my life now . I don't know how much longer can i go on like this . Everyday i feel like i just wanna die . That would end the suffering . Someone , please just KILL ME . Beacause I ain't got no life .

Tomorrow's a holiday because of Youth Day . Haish , i think i will be studying tomorrow . With some friends . Idk . Wth , i don't wanna study at home . Feel so restless . Okayy , i wanna sleep already . Bye world .